Strange how it works. When I think about gamblig. My heartbeat goes 10 to the dozen. Feels like it anyway.
And when I type on here that I am not going to gamble. I get the same sort of adrenaline rush.
You two have been on this forum awhile now right? In recovery for a while?
Do you still get any same feelings?
Right now I’m sat feeling like in missing the the peice of the puzzle. Gambling has took majority of my time/ thoughts in the past.
Day like today in England for example it’s pissing down with rain in the past I probably would have thought its the perfect day for horses ECT ECT.
My grandad grew up in Dublin but moved to England. He bets/ had a problem.. Would you say it get passed down in your jeans or not.
I dunno weather I think these thoughts cause I smoke weed or it’s the gambling side of me.
I read before that we all learned gambling and that we can all unlearn…. But I find that miss leading because I would struggle like mad to unlearn how to ride my bike.
Once you learned something it’s going to stay with you for ever right. How are you guys both doing after GMA
Today I will not gamble 8/8/17