stop beating yourself up, your alive. you can lose for years but if you do get that big win youll soon forget, thats the whole point isnt it? obviously when we lose we feel bad thats why its considered an addiction, up an downs. ride it out brush it off and either take the loss and dont gamble again or lay it down, lose most of the time and hope to hit it big, you might spend your whole life trying and failing but when it becomes physically a part of trying to win your life back look for love and remember your innocence and choose to live.
