It sounds like you are doing fine? And have time for some reflection?
This sudden worldwide virus seems to slow the economy down quite a bit. Four months ago I could afford to be unemployed for like a year…I would not have cared much…Now I feel a bit anxious, I could lose my job and would not be able to survive for more than 3 months. The chance of getting a new job gets slimmer every day…Before I thought I could get a job tomorrow if I tried…Not sure now.
It really makes my regret even bigger! It all depends..perhaps it’s all over in a few months and I’ll do fine but clearly this thing should make it even more clear that gambling is something I did in my past.