5 May 2016 at 2:54 pm
#14538
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Participant
Dear diary
The depth and seriousness with which I will work the next 11 steps depend directly on the depth and seriousness with which I accept Step 1
I cannot handle the slot machine, when I use the slot machine, I lose, when I fight the slot machine, it win. If I cannot stop using the slot machine, the slot machine will stop me. When I admit that I am completely helpless, that all my own gambling effort has fail, then I cease to be helpless.
Now there is hope because at the back of my head, if I still believe i can handle slot machine, I will try the slot machine again.