[Jrb]

Well I did not gamble at all for 10 days and only one occasion in 17. So for me that is progress. Finally got into see a psych after being on the waiting list for 10 month (and 15k)…so I am sure that will help. I am broke and obviously in debt and that is the biggest temptation, to try to have a one off win to make a difference. I know that would not be the end of it in any case, so I will look to extend my abstinence.
I have also given my sister access to my bank account so at least she can withdraw spending and essential monies as i get paid.
Hope others can see some hope from this as I am in pretty deep after 31 years and countless pounds….. a long way to go in any case.