[sam.sam]

At last I did fill a self referral form and send it to national problem gambling at soho. I think they understand what we are going trough and are able to help. most of my worries are after stop gambling. I have been there and I know that i will fall apart facing the reality of my life. even simplest thing like finding a job and coping with money management. I have to learn all again, and I can not do it alone. It makes me scared just thinking about that. So I guess I have taken the first step. take care all.