hey Geordie, yeah a PHD would come easy to you in that subject 😉 you are so right though and that’s exactly how i would be putting a bet on, that line you wrote “what’s the worst that can happen if i don’t put a bet on” and “i might win, i’ve had loads of them and what do i have to show for it” is such a good statement as a gambler forgets that wins arent actually wins anymore.
i didn’t gamble yesterday, i really want to have a some days abstaining before i start therapy for recovery.
selling my stuff sucks but i am only selling small stuff that i can easily replace, today i am going to sell my fire stick which will give me enough money for petrol as i don’t have enough till payday. i will replace it though as it was a gift and i feel cheap as shit selling something that someone bought me but i need to on this occasion
today i wont gamble
