So sorry for not responding to your posts ,not handling this depression very well at all,yah the sun is shinning but that is just making it all worse,holidays are here another years of memories i know i will miss,
We used to go to grandmas every long weekened,and stuck in my head so many years back i remember the excitiment in the kids all packed in the front yard ,just waiting for dad to come home for work so we could all pile in the car and go.
But hes not comming home anymore ,i know not to wait,so do they but know they know not to wait for me too.so many years have gone now,and we share different memories ,
I will sit here all alone all weekened ,visit hubby and talk about anything but what the world is doing without us.
Mentally and physcially burnt out.
Im not so sure i will be good to be around for awhile so please forgive me ,thank you for the support you offered ,but i need to hibernate again.Its just better that way for me.
Hope you all have a wonderful summer as it should be ,may the sun shine on your memories this summer dont wait for the next one k hugs bye
