your here, and so are we, all in the same boat and in need of life support. we humans seem to have to hit rock bottom before we can see the light. We hope that we can continue on if our luck holds out but the reality its impossible to sustain that. Its a pipe dream and the house banks on us believing that we will be the one to come out on top. One thing I’ve realized is by actually looking around you know that in the casino’s there are very few people who walk away with large amounts of cash. Oh yeah the bells go off but for how much 1000,2000,5000, that amounts to nothing when you stop and think how much it cost you as a cg to go continually. That is what it could cost me in less than a month. And the odds are not in my favour to ever get back what I’ve lost over the course of 15 years. So I am coming to realize the only way to have anything worth while in my life has to be earned and appreciated. I am a hard worker and I think most cg’s are its how we sustain this habit for so long. We need to give ourselves the things we deserve and stop handing over our money to a place who could care aless about us. Just food for thought.
I hope you take time to rediscover who you are and begin to see value in the life going on around you and tart to enjoy the simple things that cost little to nothing ok. hope this helps FG
