hey Jonny, you are doing so well in turning your life around and bringing some normality back into your life. Yes you are going to have days that thoughts of gambling consume you but you sound like you now have the mind set to fight that and however bad it felt before when you gambled it will feel like that again and much worse if you let it. the more we gamble, the more we hate ourselves and the more we gamble to suppress the hatred (for a while anyway) the rush is only temporary and it is soon replaced with self loathing.
you started your journey a few days ahead of me and have come so far, i was right there with you and now i am in exactly the same place as i was 275 days ago….all from placing one bet on a sunny day, not worth it 😉
