[icandothis]

So many unexpected expenses this month. At least gambling has not added to the damage. I remember those feelings of despair when these expenses would come up after I had already gambled and my husband wasn’t aware of the damage that was already done. I would just feel sick. I don’t want to dwell on the past, but I do need to remind myself of that sick feeling and the fact that I no longer want to feel that way.
I did have a sick feeling today when my husband called me and asked me if I had paid the gym $16,000. I had paid the bill online and I guess I missed a period…meant to enter $160.00 Oops!!! Things were straightened out, but that could have been a costly typo! lol