So, I went by my Mothers for a visit. Can someone explain to me how can someone be so full of anger and be so mean! We were talking about getting some angel tags from the Christmas tree at Walmart. She said she didn’t have money for that and got red in the face and got real mad. I told her she needed to calm down, that no one said she had to participate. She does have money, she isn’t broke or destitute. I quickly left as I can’t deal with it. Once she is in her anger mode, it is downhill from there. I went to Walmart and picked 3 tags, all boys around my Grandson’s age, and went toy shopping. I drove to the donation box and dropped off the toys and movies I bought. I seriously thought about the casino and gambling but I didn’t go there!! Isn’t it amazing that I let someone else’s bad behavior, which I have no control over tempt me to gamble. I need to start working on this again as I feel like I have become complacent about our relationship and how it effects me.
