From feeling positive last night it’s now negative! Went to this restaurant where I had that job opportunity and they didn’t seem able to offer me any hours during the week after 5 on a Monday to Thursday when I’m free!
All I wanted to do then was go to the Mark Jarvis local bookies and try and win something on the roullete FOBT as obviously trying to be honest isn’t working! 2 opportunities for extra work and both have bailed on me now! I was actually feeling like I was making progress with finances and now I’m back to square 1 feeling like shit! The only positive is that I haven’t gambled anything yet….
Oh and guess what my lotto / euromillions from earlier in the week didn’t even win anything so no help there either! So pissed off!! I just want a way to make me feel like I am making progress and to help me with money I’ve wasted on this bollocks!
WARNING BIG RANT ABOVE …..
