…these were the words that jumped out from your post, Laura.
I always seem to be exhausted or seem to be exhausted, always, even.
What I would give to be able to “semi doze”. I lost my sleep to gambling.
Wonder has this happened to many CGs?
All my family have left now. Last one today . Just back to hubby and me. I’m beginning to feel a void and have a restless sense.
I will P U S H myself to drive an hour to a very small GA meeting (hope someone turns up)
I feel I need to go somewhere.
Yesterday I was 2 years gamble free.
Maybe if I say that out loud I might feel less disconnected from reality.
Well done on your huge efforts over Christmas, Laura. It would be tempting to say “I can’t do it”. Some times it’s good to push ourselves. Sometimes it’s better to give in and stretch out and do nothing.
