Couldn’t agree more with i-did-it!
Congratulations! This makes your situation much much better BUT ONLY if you stop. You could win more or lose more than ever. It will always be so.
You have got a second chance but may or may not get a third.
What would have happened if you had lost this time? What if you had lost again after that? Would you even have been able to borrow more money?
You have a fine starting point for a new gambling free life if you are ready.