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For troubles without number surround me; my sins have overtaken me, and I cannot see. They are more than the hairs of my head, and my heart fails within me. (Psalm 40:12)

Dear diary,

I saw this scripture today. It described how I felt. I was a lost and confuse person, I didn’t know that loving a person was more important than not harming a person. A Higher Way was reveal to me recently about loving my God, my family and others. 

I have always walk away from people and feel self-righteous about not harming them, I may not have murder these people but I did wish that they disappear from me. I have hurt many people this way with my bad decisions.