[lizbeth4]

I was in a dark place yesterday. I could feel myself going into a deep depression. I finally rationalized that death is inevitable for all of us and that it is out of our control I am close to the girlfriend of my neighbor who is dying. I nsed to be strong for her.
It rained all day Very gloomy! My Granddaughter and I stayed in our pajamas and just played and ate junk today. I needed a fun day to take my mind off of things.
Pretty soon my Granddaughter will be going to preschool. I can start my walking regime again and start my garden and finish a few home improvement projects I’ve started.
Things are feeling normal again without gambling in my life