San I love that.failure is not falling down..it’s staying down.i sometimes wonder does some part of us Cgs feel more comfortable with misery and failure. I feel like I am making really great progress at the moment and it i have to say your posts have helped me greatly. Sometimes it appears that when you come on here and have fallen back into gambling the whole world responds but when things are going well people gloss over your post. I love the fact that you are doing well Sam. I love the fact that myself and others can chart your progress, and I hope you are feeling more confident and happier inside with every day that passes. Having said that when you don’t post, I kinda worry….?? So stay posting. I look forward to reading your progress whether forwards or not , and love your insights. Ps my new motto..failing is not the falling down but staying down..