Sad, it’s okay about the post. Sometimes the posts do come up all jumbled! I do need to just go with the emotions when they come up. I am getting through a lot of the firsts and it hasn’t been easy but it is a necessary part of the grieving process. It is just going to take me time. I get a monthly newsletter from hospice and they last one had a article about recognizing your own progress through grief. About half of the positive changes they stated, I have accomplished. So, I am healing from my Husband’s death. It is just a slow process. Carole, my Aunt is alright, she is hanging in there and doing pretty well for being 91 years old and having Parkinson. Her Husband who is 90 years old isn’t doing well. He is on hospice now due to his enlarged heart (heart disease) and has to be on oxygen all the time. My Aunt told my Mom she want him and her to die together. So sad! They celebrated their 61st wedding anniversary recently. It is the second marriage for both of them. Amazing!!! I didn’t go to church today. I took my Mom shopping and spent the day with her. I am home now in my cozy pajamas with the heat going. My Grandson called me this evening and he saw the Pearl Harbor memorial today. He is doing a lot of hiking and just having a great time! Tomorrow I am staying home and doing some things around here. Just a quiet day at home!!!!!