[MurrS7]

Don’t know why today can’t stop thinking of my losses
I want to gamble so bad it’s killing me
I am trying to be strong I know the magnitudes of my losses are small compared to some but being broke is
A very tough feeling knowing
I am now in debt I guess it’s iust bothering me so bad
That’s I won it all back and lose
It all again I’m hating myself for this why couldn’t I just stop and have some savings I guess cuz it’s never enough
I got greedy and I have to move on.. everyday is a battle for me