Dan,
Your comments are right on.. Nobody is going to worry about us, we need to make ourselves better. Gambling is a choice. Always was, always will be. The urge can get overwhelming, but is never truly uncontrollable ( unless we let it be ) I am on day 50ish as of this writing, I have found huge support on this forum, and when I was in day 7 to 10 I was looking forward to gambling ” the right way”…but now as I am further into my acceptance of my issues, I know there will never be a right way…. There have been too many explosions in the past, to think it will never happen again if I gamble… But rest assured the only way to make sure it doesnt happen again is NOT to do it….. One day…. Advice to Maverick…one day… don’t gamble today. tomorrow, do the same thing…Everything else will begin to get better, once you do not stand in it’s way.