Hi there everyone
Things have been going well for me non gambling wise. I went to my appointment with Christians against poverty yesterday, spent 5 hours wading through my statements and paper work. Felt totally exposed and vulnerable but had to be done. Paper work all being sent off for assessment at head office, should hearcback in two weeks on their recommendations as a way moving forward. Bunkrunptcy was mentioned again as a possibility, I dearly hope that isn’t what their recommmendations will be.
Earlier today, I had a snoop on my partner’s ph again and see that he has contacted the woman again that I mentioned. This has thrown me into a depressed state as I question what I thought we had and why he feels the need to have contact with her. I had thought that this had all blown over but it appears not. I don’t feel I need to and want to gamble but I’m still sad about this finding.
Did a quick search on mr goggle about how I should deal with this and what it could really mean. It could be his curiousity about what she is doing at the moment that sends him down this path, I really don’t know anymore. Should I ride this out, leave him or do a wait and see. This news has hurt me so much as I again question what he really feels about me. I don’t want to over react but I also don’t want to be living with a man who is thinking about another. He has stayed with me over the last few months and supported me but what do I now do with this knowledge?
Hurting like hell.
Tina