Remember the acts of kindness? We have a lot of places here that deliver meals or hand out food in soup kitchens. This idea has been brewing in my mind when I read your posts. It would get you out of that apartment and face to face with people. There are some really great people involved in that kind of thing. They can always use the help.
I think God intervenes in our lives, maybe these delays in your pay will help you stay straight when it comes.
In reading your story, I can tell you have a lot to offer the world. I believe you can overcome your past. You are already overcoming it! There is more to you than betting and working. Try to eat well, sleep, and stay sober:) The good things are waiting for you. You can do this!
Read your post on 11/6/14. Those were great plans to stay gamble free!
