I remember you, Jen! Of course I do! So sorry to hear you have gambled again. Sometimes there seems to be no way out. The good news is, that every day we say no to the temptation to gamble, the better life will be. I could have written every word in your post. I had 27 G free months and chose to exchange my freedom and savings for misery and poverty. How crazy is that.
I believe that it is only by God’s Grace that we will overcome this demon that possesses us. God , of course has given us free will which he expects us to bring in line with His Will, for our happiness and salvation.
Greed plays a big part in my gambling.
“We have succeeded in life when all we really want is ONLY what we really need.”
I hope and pray for a brighter future for you and all here , Jen.
Back to the drawing board. We have all the tools. We just need a revision course on how to use them, one day at a time.
God bless!