Originally posted by stanciulete
Thanks xin for your lasts words..thats help me…yesterday when i bet..i had a strange feeling..i’ve never meet that feeling..i don’t know to explain it..was something new…was stronger that our illness..hope i will quit..you are on the good road..i will learn for my economist licence and tourist..on 19 july..i will get it..i hope..i will finish my university..ohh..i will be so relieved..i have plans ..after i talk with my family..they love me and want to be cure..i want to work on a cruise ship…i want to see the world and make some money..learn german…or swedish..i feel that in last days i’m changing..and now..i have this gambling therapy ..were i read what i read…everyone ruin his and another more lifes…thats not good…i feel like i want to know about you everyday..i want to be good..forward with enthusiasm the week when i’m not at work…i will start go at gym..becouse in last month..i forgot myself…i’ve played since i had 7 years old football..and at 20 years i’ve good 20 surgerys at a difference in 9 months..my knee was devastetad..my cruciat ligaments..after first surgery i was blasted..my psyche goes down…but my girl was close…my mom was for me..but..the devil was at next door..and drag me on online betting..when i was learning to walk again i was playing online..and thats how i really start to play big stakes..i **** my girl and parents a lot…they cannot even speak with me…now we are on the right track..lord help us.
Brother when you tell me that you had **** to you family a lot it’s like you are literally appointing that I were that ****…. Now I found out that THERE IS NO ANY ADDICTTED GAMBLER WHO HASN’T **** TO HIS FAMILY…I remember when I first started I spent a lot time on casinos, but I used to let my parents know that was school time, even once, there was a very busy weekend for our family business, I was playing in casino leaving the work behind, and when I came in like 4 hrs late to work I told them that I was ******** by speeding in the road… Man, you can’t believe how many crazy lies I have told to these people I love….it’s good for you now that you are changing your feeling about gambling, lets get better….. Today is a busy day for me, gonna work a lot, but it seems that my family **** is turning bk in normal (since they were all tense due to my gambling problem, everyone was so worried about me) but since I promised them I will definitely quit it and will stay home to help them in work,, we are all backing on track…. Have good day without gambling my brother
