Thanks xin for your lasts words..thats help me…yesterday when i bet..i had a strange feeling..i’ve never meet that feeling..i don’t know to explain it..was something new…was stronger that our illness..hope i will quit..you are on the good road..i will learn for my economist licence and tourist..on 19 july..i will get it..i hope..i will finish my university..ohh..i will be so relieved..i have plans ..after i talk with my family..they love me and want to be cure..i want to work on a cruise ship…i want to see the world and make some money..learn german…or swedish..i feel that in last days i’m changing..and now..i have this gambling therapy ..were i read what i read…everyone ruin his and another more lifes…thats not good…i feel like i want to know about you everyday..i want to be good..forward with enthusiasm the week when i’m not at work…i will start go at gym..becouse in last month..i forgot myself…i’ve played since i had 7 years old football..and at 20 years i’ve good 20 surgerys at a difference in 9 months..my knee was devastetad..my cruciat ligaments..after first surgery i was blasted..my psyche goes down…but my girl was close…my mom was for me..but..the devil was at next door..and drag me on online betting..when i was learning to walk again i was playing online..and thats how i really start to play big stakes..i **** my girl and parents a lot…they cannot even speak with me…now we are on the right track..lord help us.
