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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Hi Guys,
Kathryn, tx as always! Your story reminded me of a friend of mine years ago. The head of human resources was at the branch and he walked up to her and asked when was the baby due? Talk about egg on his face!
I had a customer ask me a year and a half ago ask me when was my "happy day". I told her every day was my happy day! Her husband nugged her, then she finally got it. I did too. I gave that blouse away!!
Been on the chat all weekend, again! Lots of newbees. Glad to meet u all!
Came to another conclusion. I have to stop acting like "dammaged" goods. Most of you know my history, and when I get hurt, i retreat into "victim" mode. I MUST stop letting the deamons from the past control my future. G you are so right. I let it dictate who I am. I am Not a helpless child anymore. I’ve carried that wounded little girl around for a long time. It’s time she grew up and realized that no matter what she SURIVED,she is Strong,she IS lovable, and she IS worthy of being cared for and treated well, she is SAFE and OK now. I am the victim, only if i choose to be.
wow, hard words.
peace
bettie