Hi Guys, just a quick note before work.
I was so upset after that call I had to get it out gefore I could rest. Maybe I need to change my thread to "Finding Bettie?"
The party Sunday as a blast but left me exausted! She must have had 30 people over. I got there early thank goodness, as she had NOTHING ready. Her Step-mom, Dad and brother got there early. Stepmom helped me finish putting out veggie trays, my homemade salsa, chips, etc.
Once we got done I tried to play hostess and keep things moving with rangling the kids and the dogs. All in all I drank a lot of beer and had a lot of fun.
Got to jump in the shower and run. Dr appt today @ 11am so i will leave work for a couple hours and go. We’ll see what happens there. I expect "him" to show up at my job today. He usually comes in at the time I will be gone to the dr so I should miss him. I believe he was crying in his beer after the i gave him the cold shoulder. I so wish I wasn’t at work, maybe I could have gotten out the words i need to say. I hate to be chicken but I don’t trust myself to tell him in person. If he got mad and walked away that would be one thing. If he got violent, and I know he is capable of it, I don’t know what I would do. If he looked like a wounded puppy. I would get weak. Isn’t it funny, I still don’t want to hurt his feeling, even after all this cr*p!
Hope to be on the chat tonight ( for me ).
Thanks for the sweet replies. You guys are the best!
peace
bettie
