Hi Vera
yea, chat went down,my" friend" stopped by so timing was good. He suprised me. He is not good for me but some times i just want to feel something besides numb.
I don’t know what the health care system is there but even with insurance my medical bill are very high. Co payments are outageous but i get a pay roll deduction that is placed into a credit card for medical only. That saves me because I am insulin dependent and would spend money at the casino before buying medicine. That is how serious this cg is.
Call a lawyer about this money stuff. I’m sure the law is different there than here. If repayment is unrealistic there may be a better way. At a mininum you may be able to repay with out the burden of paying interest on that loan. here i know that they can’t get retirement income.
Tomorrow starts a new week. I can see I must must must do a better job of protecting myself from this toxic life.
I have got to stop stressing about my job. I must realease my brain from the stress I put in there and find an outlet for my idle time. So much can be done for free. Maybe I’ll get a new library card. Haven’t had one in years. Look at the self help books. I should have been a doctor. I can figure out the problems but not the cure.
This was in my horoscope today.
"Its one thing to know where you want to go, it’s another thing entirely to have the wisdom to actually get there."
Peace
bettie
