Congrats on your team last night. I don’t want to say too much incase it is a trigger for anyone, but it was wonderful to see. I am so glad you have something to look forward to Bettie with your week’s vacation. I am the same as you that I need something to look forward to. It is strange how we get into these down in the dumps or blue times. It is such a challenge to stay positive at times. You really have been through so much over the last while that it is not surprising. I have a spa gift cert to use and my daughter has one as well. We were supposed to go in April, but we have not been yet. She is going through some challenges right now and when I was talking to her last night asked her if we could go soon. She then started telling me I was putting a guilt trip on her. I am seriously thinking about just going by myself as I could do with some pampering. I suppose my point is that we all have times that we feel we have no friends and our daughters are not there for us. I also notice it is when I am feeling sorry for myself that I feel that way and yet as much as I try to give myself a shake it does not work. You know what I am going to go and use my gift cert as I need it for me right now!!! Can you afford to go and get yourself a little spa treatment Bettie? Do something nice for yourself, now that is an order. Chin up and keep smiling!!!!! ((((Bettie)))) cyber hugs coming your way.One day at a time my sweet lord…
