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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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cat438
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(((Bettie))) you sound like your need a hug lately.  Be kind to yourself, and I wish I lived closer to you as I sure as hell would love to hang out with you!!!!  I just think of all the mischief that we could get up to… I smile when I think of the store we went to and how you were explaining how all the toys worked to Carole and I.  It really was fun!!!  You are doing great with not gambling and working recovery.  I have to say that I feel the same as you at times in regards to friends, but I am also responsible for some of it, as I find that sometimes I get a bit reclusive, which is not my normal self.  I am really working on making an effort to connect with friends again.  I know that I just need to be patient with myself and it will all work out.  You are such a fun person to hang around with and it is their loss for not including you in their extra outings.  Have you thought about going to a different GT group?  Take care Bettie!!!One day at a time my sweet lord…