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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Hi Guys,
Always good to see some posts.
Larry I saw Phantom back in 1992 in Chicago. What a show!
P I am glad to see you posting-always a good sign!
Rg just tickeled that you are back.
Deb if we lived closer you would tire of me!
Cat look foward to seeing you again my friend.
Vera, so glad to see you taking positive steps and taking care of YOU!
I think it’s going to take months and months to sort through all the Doctor bills. I need to protest some of the bills as the insurance should have paid some of them as in network. Really need to be an insurance expert to know whats right and wrong. My physical therapy has been cut to 2x a week-due to insurance issues.
I am not looking foward to going back to work but I am physicaly ready. I have good movement and little pain. I am sure that will change as I get back into the swing of working 40 hours. My assistant manager has been fired so it will be intersting.
I have done nothing about finding a therapist ( mental health ). I know I need it, just afraid to do it. I cry at 12 step meetings. They might have to carry me out of an individual session!
I think i need to start changing my thoughts from physical recovery to gambling recovery. There have been more than a few times that I might have gambeled when I was off work-if I had the money. Thats a scary thought!
bettie