Hi Guys,
Carole looks like you posted about when I did! I just saw your note. As far as i know surgery is still on for the 27th,
Larry, as always, your posts are so well thought out. I was confusted on my "bottom out" date too- I thought last month that I was in Febuary and posted a bit about how I was feeling then. In Reality Today is the Date, the day when I wasted two paychecks that I had not even earned yet. The night I spent in a restless panic attack. The night I gave serious thought of how to end my life.
"Amazing Grace! How sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me"
I called off work the next morning, the 22th of Feburary 2010, sick, hungover, terrified. I googled Gambling Help and found GT and Harry on the helpline. Thank God! Thank God!
"I once was lost but now I’m found, was blind but now I SEE"
Progress not perfection, a work in progress, ODAAT, insanity-doing the same things over and over and expecting a different outcome, as broken as I am God still has a plan and purpose for me-and he Loves me.
Just a few things I learned that day.
My life is far from perfect. My health has declined and I have yet to find that financial relief but is my life better today? I would have to say yes.
Velvet I couldn’t agree with you more. "Sometimes I thank God, for unanswered prayers".
bettie
