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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Hi Guys,
Ican, I love the slip, slip slip note~ reminds me of the crazy circles we run when in action. Just like a hampster on a wheel, spinning in place and getting nowhere!
Tx for the calling card Velvet!
Oh I made a blubbering fool out of my self at work. I aproached my boss about my review. I got a "meets expetations"-the same rating I got last year, and the year before. How is it that you are the top sales person in the branch get the same review? I could not talk to him without being upset. He was cool about it, he said "Gee, you seem really upset. Just calm down and we will talk about it". So I guess they rate us against all the bankers in the regon and thats how they come up with the numbers, Really? I do so many things that are beyond my responsibility and get zero credit for that-even though "customer service" is a priority. What a joke! We have bankers with half the goals we have so how can that be the "peer" group? It’s all cr*p, but it is what it is. I told him I was discouraged and dissapointed. He told me he did apreceate all I did-at least thats something. I did see the asst and my co-banker got the same rating. That burns me-as the asst didn’t even make 50% of her goals. I have decited not to stress or kill myself trying to get the goals from now on. I will just keep doing the next right thing-and God will do the rest. I surrender! 
I have 2 Dr appointments today and go see the orthopedic next Wednesday. Fun, fun, fun!
bettie