Hiya B,
YOu know, i always know how my weight is by my mother…..she is a human fat detector. If you are skinny, you are wasting away to a shadow and i havent been wasting for quite some time now!
She tends to pat me on the head a lot….ugh…LOL!
So, i suppose like the gambling, like the smoking, we need to work at it. I, like you dont want to work at it, i just want it to be gone. Ive been zumba’ing for weeks, it doesnt seem to be making much difference, disheartening to say the least. I tend to see the best in things, in people and i suppose that can be a huge advantage sometimes as i refuse to be put down by this, i keep at it beause i do know that eventually it will work.
At the end of the day, its your call girlfriend, and hey, never be ashamed of complaining, our complaints are our own, our pain is our own and we more than every right to put them down in our journal, as you well know i did that every day for a long long time.
No matter what you do, do it for you. Forget everyone else. This is YOUR life and you live it how you choose. On a personal note i think you are an amazing woman, you have been a huge influence in my life, in my recovery and what i love about this site, is that looks are irrelevant, which just shows by the amount of posts you have, the love that people feel for you. When you are feeling like rubbish, remember that!!!!!
Love ya, K xxxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan
