Hi Guys,
Thanks for posting to my thread.
Hope I am sorry so you don’t need to be. I am responsible for my own actions and I wish I could control how I feel. That in its self may be the real problem. I have to stop trying to escape my feelings and confront myself head on. I have no control over people places and things. I can not make people love me and respect me when I don’t love and respect myself. Somewhere along the road I have forgotten that.
Surrender. I guess I will keep working my step 1 here. It sure did feel better when I did. I am tired of longing for what I once had. As ugly as I felt in the past doesn’t even come close to the ugly I feel now.
Well I need to get ready for Church. Maybe God can talk some sense into me.
I love u guys!!
bettie
