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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Hi Guys,
Just thought I would touch base.
I have had a wonderful birthday week-I am being taken out tomorrow by one of the GA members. She has also invited me to her Church so if a giant earthquake hits Chicago it’s just God in shock!
This lady is so devoted to her recovery. She truely works it everyday. She has 10 years clean and is a mentor/sponser to many. She lives recovery. I wish I had her motovatation.
Speaking of motovatation I sure could use an injection of it. If they sell it somewhere let me know and I will save up to buy it. I feel like I am day one on all fronts, maybe because I am. I am in denial right now so I will just go with it.
Sherrie if you are still reading I was moved by your post. It is awful to feel so bad. I know because I sometime feel like I am a wasted life. I don’t know why we were cast our lot in life however it’s up to us to make the best of it. I need to take my own advice.
Take good care of yourselves.
peace
bettie