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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Hey Everyone,
I love my car!
I am more than a bit frustrated about my meds. As u know I am trying to get my blood sugar down. Long story short I had to get some meds filled at my local pharmacy. Because of the dosage they will only give me a 27 day supply-and my out of pocket co payment is $50. They should give me a full 30 days supply for one co payment -but that means having to give me a second box of insulin injector pens and I have been fighting with the druggest and my RX company about it. It floors me that as being part of the lower middle class you just can’t catch a break when it comes to medcine. I make too much for assistance but it is a struggle to pay for medication. These 2 rx alone will cost me $1000 this year.
My poor belly is all brused from taking these stupid shots. I want to skip the meds, smoke and drink and gamble!
OK, thats vented now. As soon as I can make myself look like I haven’t been crying for 2 hours I will go pay the ransom and get the medication I need to keep me alive a bit longer. I hate feeling like this. I am an emotional wreck. Hormones don’t help either.
Did I mention I love my car?
bettie