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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

#18958
desdemona
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Dear Bettie! I bet you’re loving the big screen tv and new furniture. Nice to get some money back from the government for a change as it always seems that we do nothing but pay them. I didn’t get that fulltime position that I applied for and it’s a long, sordid story, but I’m so over it now. I feel like someone else lived my life for the almost 3 weeks I waited to hear. I have learned that I cannot handle big stressors at this point in recovery. I need predictability and a quiet stable life. So from now on I’m going to continue to paint room by room, and will take renters in when I feel like it. I gave notice to my crazy neighbour and they have to be out by May 31st. I’m hoping they find a place before that. I tolerated her crazy behavior for three years and I’ve had enough craziness with them. She is convinced that her sister-in-law put a bugging device in their biggest TV set and in their truck. So they don’t watch that TV. She was convinced that her MIL and/or SIL had gotten a hold of her IP address and were monitoring her computer communications, so she poured a pitcher of water on her laptop. The list goes on and on! I am looking forward to the conference in April. I haven’t got a confirmation back from the Chicago GA people yet, that I’m registered for the conference. Carole