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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Guess it’s time for an update!
Well the funiture, couch and 2 chairs, are nice. I will buy some new stuff someday but this is nicer than what I had but I miss my recliner!
I don’t know what to do about my GA friend. I should reach out but I am determined I will not take blame for their feelings. In my co dependent past I would have been calling and begging for forgiveness even if I had done nothing wrong. That was then – this is now.
Went to my Dr today. After 12 years of being diabetic I guess I will finally feel like one. I will be taking shots 4 times a day and testing 4 times a day too. I have tried to avoid this but it’s finally here. I shed a few tears about it but it’s better than how my dad had it. Insulin in these injector pens can be left at room tempeture so I have that advantage. I really hate this!
Talked to my sister today. She said my brothers Dr said he has an OCD. I told her it runs in familys. We have a really cr*ppy gene pool, thats for sure!
Looks like I may need to buy a new car-long story short-mine is just not reliable anymore. Just back out of the shop again. It will be nice to have a new car but it will be a strain on the budget. I remember buying my current car in Feb 2006 and thinking I would need to cut back on my gambling since I had a car payment to make. On Feb 22nd, 2010, when I first found GT my car was on the verge of being repossessed. It takes time but my how things have changed. Not gambling is a good thing!
Thanks for everything for the last 2 years GT! I dare not think where I would be right now if I had not found you all here!!
much love
bettie