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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

#18951
bettie
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Hi Guys,
Well here’s one for the guys! I bought myself a 42" LCD TV today, and for the ladies, I am waiting for a funiture delivery. I spent what is my first tax refund in about 4 years. Not so long ago that would have ment a couple days gambling but not today! The funiture is from a hotel resale shop. Not a major investment but something to brighten the place up.
I am in need of a change!
I went to my meeting last night. My heart wasn’t in it but I did get a warm reception from a couple people. The one person I would have liked to talk to couldn’t leave after the meeting fast enough. I think my gambling really bothers her. I have to remember that I can’t control people, places or things. If this friendship is lost then it wasn’t much of a friendship anyways. I am not responsible for how someone else feels. They have a right to feel however they feel, and so do I.
Well I am excited about something for a change. Hurry up funiture guys~~!
peace
bettie