Wow-so nice to see your posts today.
Sitting here in the cold trying to convince myself that smoking is a habit that I have re-taught myself, thats all. I do not want to go out and buy more cigrettes. maybe I can make this a "slip" and not a total relaspe. Just like I really don’t want to gamble, I really don’t want to smoke either. I don’t want to tell my family I am smoking. The worse part is I will isolate from them, cut family outings short or just refuse to go-so I can smoke. I did that FOR YEARS! I couldn’t bear the thought of not smoking for 2 days and missed out on camping trips. It’s the same thing people do when they are gambling.
I ate and ate today. My co workers mil made homemade tamales-omg-i bought a dozen and ate ten. That was lunch and dinner but none the less- i could explode!
I didn’t make my meeting – we had ice on the roads. I will be told I am making excuses . At least they are honest and true. It is what it is.
Velvet we meet on the 12th of April. I wish you were joining us! I don’t know how to be anything but hard on myself. Guess that method doesn’t work.
Reds, Carole-go see "The Vow". It is a love story. It was good, But the reason I would like u to see it is because it’s filmed in Chicago. Maybe you will get an idea of something you might want to go see when you’re here. Please don’t worry about wardrobe. When we meet you will know why! lol! This is a blue jean affair.
Such a shame about Whitney Houston! An example of what addiction, any addiction will do. It robs us of our health, talent, time and truely our lives.
RG always a pleasure to see your name in a post. Laura I think I will sleep in a bit tomorrow so I might be on the chat 7:30-8 am. Thats about 1 hour later than usual for me. I always love to see you.
Vera, thats 1:30-2 pm your time. Kathryn I have no idea but I think it’s too late for you!
Hope, where are u?
peace
bettie
