Hi Guys,
Alice nice to see u posting! Funny how our addiction blocks out what it doesn’t want to hear.
My niece will be having a girl , her 2nd. Poor Jen, she called me last night, wanted to know if she would be having a shower for the new baby. I told her most likely, as people no longer just give stuff for the first baby. She started crying-"Mom I just don’t know how I could go to it, knowing my baby would have been the same age." I told her not to worry, everyone would understand what ever she decided to do.
I will see my niece tomorrow-first time since Jen lost hers. I thought it would be hard, and now I feel really sad about it, knowing how Jen feels. I know it’s not my fault but somehow I feel like it’s part of my bad karma.
Silly i know.
bettie
