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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Hi Guys,
Thanks Cat and Carole. I did love this story. I had it read at my pinning. (do I need to give my pin back?) I think I first heard it from my old buddy Kin. I haven’t seen him around in a while. If you are out there friend stop and say hi sometime.
Well I fought the good fight today-and "won". I planned to gamble today, had it all figured out. I told myself if I want to go I have to clean first, then it was when the wash was done, then it was after I ran an errand, then my GF called and wanted to go to dinner. I waited it out and pushed it off and the urge has past. Belly full of food and I am in for the night.
I don’t want to live like this but I will do whatever I have to to just get past this crazyness. One day, one hour, one minute if I have to.
I KNEW if I slipped this would be the end result, URGES!
Oh well, this too shall pass!
peace
bettie