Hi Guy,
Yes Hope, it is quite confusing.
Last monday-tuesday morning the ER doctor told Jen, based on ultra sound, that she had an embryonic sack but they could not find an embryo, and that he way very sorry, etc. She contacted the obgyn that was supost to be taking care of her and she had her come in for blood work last Wednesday. She will finally see the obgyn on Tuesday and actually get an exam and another ultrasound at that point. I did some rescearch and there have been cases in early pregnancy that they could not see the embryo because it was too soon. I doubt thats the case here, as they would really open themselves up to a malpratice suit telling her there was no baby and it turns out that there is. I am just praying that she gets some answers so she can move on.
It’s 5pm and I am still in pj’s. Why? Gambling urges, I can’t believe it. Well, maybe i can believe it. My stress level is through the roof and zoning out in front of a machine seems like it could be relaxing……but we know better don’t we?
I keep "playing the tape" and remembering that panic pain at 5am. Thats not relaxing at all!
Making soup. Seems shameful to stay in all day but still don’t feel well.
bettie
