i always want to go through your diary from the begining but now it is 183 pages.. so difficult to find so much time.. you are a lovely and compassionate human being bettie.. dont let negative thoughts overcome you.. ultimately it is us as individuals to decide what is the meaning of recovery for us.. we have to be honest and judge ourselves rather than somebody else doing it.. hope to catch up with you in chat some time.. i think you are true.. we are more like a family here and if one slips, it affects others as well.. but then others come and lift the person back and take him/her along again.. tomorrow will be better than yesterday.
