Tx for the well wishes guys,
Had a bad night last night. Jen fighting with the bf-so I spent the night. I didn’t get a peep of sleep. Had the bf’s mother advise him if he showed last night I would have him arrested. This is going to be a LONG 7 months!
The "fwb" called tonight-I was out at my GA holiday party. He had a party to go to also-I thought he was inviting me to go-but in reality he was inviting me for the pre game party for lack of a better discription-as he couldn’t invite me to be with him and his "real friends", his estranged wife might find out. It was like a bulb went off and told him he had a lot of nerve calling me if that was his only intention, a quickie before he left. Long story short I told him what I thought of his plan-and that it was good to know who your "real friends" were.
Maybe this is it. Maybe I have finally hit my emotional bottom with this idiot. Maybe I’ll stop letting this b*stard treat me like cr*p.
Maybe i’m finally learning to love me,
Maybe.
bettie
