hello Bettie,
god it seems forever since Saturday morning coffee. I am feeling rather sorry for myself at the moment. I too am creeping back up. And I am feeling very insecure etc etc. I tell myself i am going to make a change and then i give in right away and say i’ll start tomorrow. Leads to a viscious cycle of beating up. I need to say the same things to myself i would say to another. I need to focus on the good and tell that mean little running narration to bug off. Glad i decided to pop on for a few minutes even if it is to have a little read. I don’t think I have the brain power to manage a chat. I worked all day and am exhausted. Tomorrow will be mostly a write off. Maybe I’ll have a good morning and get a few things done. Sounds like you had a lovely time at the concert. I’m happy to hear you are spending time with family and friends and enjoying happy holiday thoughts. Gambling turned me into a grinch or a scrooge when i wasn’t sitting at the slots. I also became very resentful at why i couldn’t seem to win anything special right before the holidays. Hadn’t i paid my dues all @%^$%^^ year? I am happy that somehow we were able to use the advice we were given and can enjoy this year without the added stress of gambling. Life’s too short! Sorry B, no rest for the wicked, post cut short.
I finish up work the end of the week and than will be off for a couple of weeks. Maybe we’ll connect then? Til then take care of yourself you are doing awesome!
Luv laura
