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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Ok Kathryn,
I do feel all gooey-because I have eaten so much food today I am almost in a food coma! I promised myself Monday is the day! I feel so bloated and sick. We had a catered lunchon at work-sole food-OMG! It was SO GOOD! Fried and grilled chicken, fried fish, seasoned to perfection. Greens, corn bread, rolls, candied sweet potatos, string beans w/potatos, baked macaroni and cheese, sage dressing w/jalpanos, don’t forget the gravy. Almost forgot the German Chocolate Cake. MMMMmmmmmm!!!!!!
If I have gained this week at least it’s because I ate, and ate well! The Florida trip is in less than two weeks. Seems it snuck right up on me.
As for the marrage comment, Vera that was the FWB. Who else in this world can make me feel like a piece of cr*p?
He has asked me that before but he is very insentitave to my feelings. In his defense I think, in retrospect, it’s more of a curious question on his part, because he knows what a nice person I am, and doesn’t understand why I never found anyone. I am the one who thinks no one wanted me. Truth be told I disliked myself so much I did everything in my power to make myself undesirable.  wow-light bulb moment!
Thank you my lovely friends, I know u love me!
What would I do without you??
bettie
speaking of little bundles-my niece is making me a Great Aunt again! Look how long we have been together on the forum-I was only a regular Aunt when I got here.