Hi Guys!
Hey G2q, I know that place! Stinks doesn’t it? I so hate sitting in the messes I make.
Got my semi annual review today. All in all-not bad! See, since my sales are up I am wonder woman and I get credit for all I do. Funny how the things the new asstistant has been on me about I was rated all "a’s" on. Well I did have a long talk with two people wiser than myself and they both independently said the they see the problem as her being imtimitated by me. I never think of myself as being intimidating as I feel like such a push over. I have taken a second look at my reactions to her and I need to take a further step back and give her more space. It seems her "mananging me" is just feeding into her need to establish her authority, I get that. I know I have a rough demeanor when you don’t know me. That a defense that is in line with my need to stay safe by pushing people back. Another flaw on my part and something to work on.
I’m getting so smart I can’t stand myself! lol!
Oh, got asked out on a date by a customer and I said yes. He is very nice and quite the gentleman. Sorry to say if he wants more than true friendship he will be dissapointed. I am begining to consider what I would want in a real relationship and right now I know I am not ready for anything more than friendship.
Not settling for less than my hearts desire anymore. Need to wait for Mr Right and run from Mr Right Now!
peace
bettie– 7/28/2011 10:01:32 AM: post edited by bettie.
